August 6, 2018 at 2:40 pm #33719
today will be treatment #27
and I feel exactly as I did at treatment #1…
the tech suggested that I might have a “delayed” reaction…(what else can she say)
I guess tms doesn’t work for everyone because it isn’t working for me.
tgAugust 7, 2018 at 12:11 am #33721
Hi Terrig. Just curious about what type tms you are having. Neurostar? Brainsway? MagStim?August 7, 2018 at 12:52 pm #33722
neurostar.August 7, 2018 at 8:12 pm #33723
No terrig, you may still improve. My daughter, who is a college student, has recently undergone 36 neurostar treatments. She improved the most during her last six tapering sessions. According to her, she felt a very,very subtle improvement around her 25th session. After her second to last taper, she said “mom, I feel a whole lot better”. That improvement seems to be lasting. She is not and was not on any antidepressants during treatment (ssris and snris have caused her to experience side effects rangeing from severe stomachache to seratonin syndrome).August 8, 2018 at 11:42 am #33725
It won’t work for everyone, but what Jen57 says is encouraging. There’s still time to see improvement! Good luck!August 8, 2018 at 1:13 pm #33726
thank you both.. especially jen57… that is very encouraging. 🙂
I only hope that will happen to me too.August 10, 2018 at 4:32 pm #33727
well today will be my 31st tms treatment—and each time I still have hope that I will walk out of the office feeling better… I guess my expectations were way to high- I guess from all the reading and from the book I read
3000 pulses by Martha Rhodes gave me this encouragement. I feel like writing a book 3000 Pulses Later – and it didn’t work. I think when advertising this neurostar treatment the physicians should be more practical – and say it might not work for everyone…but its worth a try–NOT you’ll feel better by treatment #20.
thank you for letting me vent.August 11, 2018 at 2:18 am #33728
Hang in there! I’m praying for a good outcome for you. Tms is a huge step and a huge commitment. I hope you recognize that you are trying hard to get better. Depression sucks big time. I’m going to keep on trying and I hope you always do, too.
Today was day 2 of Tms for me. I’m on leave from work. And I’m very anxious today. Not sure if it’s from Tms or situational. It doesn’t feel good to not work.
Take care! You are not alone!August 14, 2018 at 12:48 pm #33734
thanks for all your input… im starting to taper off with the treatments
the dr thinks maybe I should do some more treatments on the right side of my brain
however I question that only because I know the right side is primarily for anxiety – which I can deal with.
its the depression that’s wicked and knocks me on my butt 🙁August 14, 2018 at 5:10 pm #33735
I would do what the doctor recommends. The doctor should know more than us. Maybe the low frequency, right sided treatment will help with depression too.August 14, 2018 at 8:21 pm #33736
I hear what your saying but obviously nothing is guaranteed… I have always been resistant to medications and now apparently im resistant to tms and if wanted to go further like ECT—I probably would not succeed at that either. The truth is I was born this way…from when I was a little girl I remember feelings of depression and it never left me— oh there were some small periods in my life that it was under control
and even now its under control — I just wanted more… I just want to wake up one day and not cringe
I want to wake up and feel ok….not tired and like I have heavy boots on – dragging my feet
showing a phony smile at work.
how is your daughter doing? you mentioned she didn’t feel better until the end of the treatment–
is she ok? please let me know 🙂August 14, 2018 at 9:17 pm #33737
She still says that she feels a lot better. I’m assuming that it’s not 100% – I don’t know if she even remembers what completely better feels like (she describes a mild depression in high school which worsened during college). Would she even know what completely better is? I wouldn’t know since I have never experienced true, biological depression. Anyways, she is attending her summer class regularly and doing her homework (a major improvement). We would have definitely considered ECT and, if affordable , ketamine and if tolerable, parnate.
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