Second treatment today

I had my first yesterday. About 2 hours later I was very very low and depressed and woke up crying. My fiancé went with me to treatment today and we spoke to the psych doc about it. He was encouraging and didn’t want me to stop treatment before we gave it a few weeks. This doctor is really nice and is head of the ECT therapy at this hospital so I am putting my trust in him since he knows I’m very depressed but not pushing ECT like some other docs as he takes that treatment very seriously. I’m nervous but feel like I have to keep trying. Feeling worse on the first day was really hard and scary. Hope today will be better. Have already finished and just keeping my faith.