Profile for User: R8D4

I guess I also fall into the catagory of feeling much worse.

I have had 5 treatments thus far for my severe depression and I am sleeping more than I thought was humanly possible… Upwards of 12 hours for 3 out of those 5 days and around 10 for the other two while feeling ridiculously tired and lathargic while awake.

I am losing focus throughout my day and feel like a shell of a person. I am also losing basic motor skills and coordination.

I went to turn the faucet on to wash my hands and missed the handle and knocked the soap bottle into the sink. I had a piano lesson today and broke down crying in front of my teacher because I couldn’t even hit basic chords that were an absolute piece of cake a week ago before treatment.

I am not going to stop treatement and I have reached out to my doctor to let him know since it’s the weekend, but the treatment is not going as expected and wondering if I will get permanent damage as a result.

This is sort of my last option though as alllll the medications I went through previously had awful side effects.