Dip

First diagnosed with Dysthmia in my 30’s. Therapist said I had most likely been depressed all of my life. Now diagnosed with Major Depression, PTSD, Anxiety, etc. Have tried 3 SSRI drugs. They are not working. Tried a Mood stabilizer last year. Just got prescribed another one. So in the meantime, I am trying TMS.

I have only had 5 sessions and on my way home today I started crying and it hasn’t stopped. I distracted myself with a couple of things I had to get done, but crying has continued.

Could this be a dip this soon in the treatment?

Have appt with psychiatrist’s PA tomorrow. This will definitely be the topic of the day.

In the meantime – to hell with it – I have taken my anti-anxiety drugs. Had been free of them for the last two weeks. I might also add I’m in talk therapy!

And, have any of you tried Ketamine?